Ramblings - July 24

Just came back from a walk. Saw one of those dogs, I think a cross between german shepard (fuck saying alsatian, never call them that, anyone that saiz that should get punched) /wolf, you know with the really bright light blue/ cyan piercing eyes.
I think I've said this before, but anyways one of the most magical moments of my life was in africa, at night near a caldera (largest in the world if I remember rightly), following this hyena, I think a lone male (young) it would trot on like 20-30 steps and then look around at me and I'ld be there of course follwing, I'l look down at the start like the first 3 or 4 times we done this dance, but after that I'ld look at him in the eyes and the hyena was like "OK, you're interesting" we would look at each other then he'ld trot off (not sure if I had the light on the whole time, prolly not cause I like walking in nature at night in the dark, esp when its pitch black, cause all your senses are tuned to 11)
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Got interrupted .. broke my train of thought
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ahh fuck it, really broke what I wanted to say

all I know is that time with that hyena was really magical, really really magical, it was curiousity on his part, but also it was hmmm maybe not all humans are bad cunts.
well if I could speak to that hyena now I would say, actually most humans are cunts ... are fuckin worthless

fucking sad ... no fuckin brains.
I have a super power! If I'm wrong, I will go, fuck I was wrong and then alter be opinion, no shame in being wrong, the only shame is in knowing you are wrong and then not speaking this.
Improve oneself

fucking olympics, fuck it would of been great to take part one time.

My closest was NZ trails in early 2000s for greece 2004 I think they were up in the Hutt or so (lower hutt I assume, but maybe not, fuck I luv the Hutt, Did I tell you about that time I lived there)
anyways I was in lower south island at the time in the middle (fuckin farmhouse)
they were having the trails thus I decided also to do some lifts then. I lifted 130 & 90 •(ok snatch is my worse cause my shoulder is fucked) good enuf for 3rd place... There was a huge gap from the top 2 to me being 3rd (like 40kg differnce, yes a mothyer fuckin massive gap) but still I could of been 3rd, and that would of been something? right?
I sort regret that now cause its not official .. the thing was it was 3 flights to get there, and NZ is not a cheap country to fly in
Not really as 3rd or even 2nd doesnt go to olympics in NZ

Now I dont think I could lift 100kg (now Im thinking could I benchpress 100kg, answer is unfortuqately prolly not)
Honestly what could I lift now? 70kg

I Have fallen far

And to those fuckers here complaining about sport, well so be it (and fuck yous)
nothing is the right path - humans we are total of all our endevours be they sport, media, empathy or shoving a coke bottle up your butt.
be a well rounding person, embrace all things ... as (whsiper) this is the only life you get (/whisper)

Box, ballz, tommix, vince even ol wankface zneppy (provided we can tear him away from kissy-kissy my ass missy) I have a plan lets teabag that english wanker .. that cunt has not seen me since I've been here in barcelona and its what? 1000km or something piddling
hell I need someone to buy me a beer, Is it too much to ask